Macy Gray's "Big" Return

Before Macy Gray released her current album, Big, earlier this year, more than a few music industry insiders had closed the book on her music career. The singer, best known for the Grammy Award winning hit “I Try,” had not released an album since 2003’s commercially disappointing The Trouble With Being Myself, and had since parted ways with her record company.

Four years between albums is a lifetime in the music business. But Gray, who performed at Atlantic City's Borgata Music Box along with opening act the Brand New Heavies in September, says she always knew she would rebound.

“I was definitely confident [that I would wind up on another major label],” Gray said in a telephone interview in advance of the Borgata show. “I thought about my next album a lot. [The break between albums] gave me time to figure out what I was going to do next, and how I was going to do it.”

While the time away from music allowed her to further pursue her acting career (she’s appeared in such films as Training Day, Domino, Shadowboxer, and Idlewild), and start her own clothing lines (the high-end Natalie Hinds Collection for women, SNAC for men’s fashion, and HUMPS, for “voluptuous women”) she eventually signed with will.i.am Records, headed by and named for Black Eyed Peas leader and in-demand producer William James Adams Jr.

Soon after, Gray recorded Big with an elite group of producers and guest artists, including will.i.am, Ron Fair, Justin Timberlake, Fergie, and Natalie Cole. Released in March 2007, and featuring the singles “Finally Made Me Happy,” “Shoo Be Doo,” and “What I Gotta Do,” Big has become Gray’s most critically acclaimed and most commercially successful album since her 1999 debut, On How Life Is.

Born Natalie Renee McIntyre in Canton, Ohio, Gray studied piano at an early age, but never envisioned herself as a performer, much less a singer. She moved to Los Angeles to attend USC’s film school in the hope of becoming a screenwriter. While there, she became friends with a group of musicians who convinced her to try her hand at songwriting, and eventually, singing.
“I was shy about doing music because kids used to make fun of my voice when I was younger,” Gray said in a 1996 interview for the All Music Guide.

“Squeaky,” “raspy,” “scratchy,” and about a dozen similar adjectives — none of which begin to do it justice — have been used to describe Gray’s distinctive, soulful voice. Gray has heard them all, and recently added her own description to the mix.

“You know what? I think my voice is better now than it has ever been,” she said in an interview for You Magazine. “It sounds like raspberries — like ripe raspberries — and I like raspberries a lot.”

Gray says the songs on Big came together in a variety of ways.

“Every song is different,” she says. “On some songs I had an idea and I would sing it to my piano player. I always come up with a hook line and a melody first, then put it together. With people like Will and Justin, they build the track first, and then they come up with the hook. Everybody does it a different way.”

Lyrically, the album covers familiar territory.

“It’s always ... talking about life and love and all the things that everybody goes through,” Gray says.

While Big boasts its share of old-school instrumentation and lush production, executive producers will.i.am and Ron Fair manage to add a modern edge to the proceedings while maintaining Gray’s distinctive, somewhat retro sound.

“Musically, there are a lot of beats. At the same time, there’s a lot of production on it, a lot of strings, horns, keyboards. So it’s a really built album,” Gray says. “It varies from one song to another. I wanted it to be different from everything else that’s out there. So we took our chances.”

The approach seems to have worked. Besides overwhelmingly positive press, Big has already attracted a more diverse audience than Gray’s previous albums.

“Up until now my audience was mostly white females,” Gray says. “On my first couple of albums I didn’t really have a black audience. I wasn’t embraced by black radio at all. But for this album [my audience has been] very mixed — I get a lot of black people, a lot of guys, even a couple of kids.”

Fans at Gray’s Borgata show witnessed a performance that appealed to the eyes as well as the ears. Gray and her eight-piece band performed nearly all of Big, as well as over a half-dozen songs from her first three albums in a highly polished, 75-minute set.

“Besides the music, there are a lot of visual dynamics going on. The set list has a storyline,” Gray says. “We crafted every minute of our show. We don’t have revolving stages and a bunch of dancers. It’s just me and my band, but I think it’s just as much a show as anybody else’s. It’s pretty hot. You have to see it.”